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 Played Zelda after dinner, stopped around 8. Forgot when I fell asleep, woke up at 5 but didn't get up. It was bill's day, so I planned to buy something, like beverage, food and two dictionaries. Vocabulary apps were boring, and I remembered that when I was little, I liked to open dictionary, stopped at a page casually and read. That was fun, I wanted to do that again, so I bought Merriem-Webster's disctionaries. One of them was Collegiate Dictionary, which was a must-buy. The other one was Visual Dictionary, I thought it would be more funny with pictures. Had breakfast at 7, then attended an English lesson at 7:30. I told the American guy that I had been thinking about moving back to my hometown. This thought had emgered in recent two days. At first, I was worried because of Maldini, then I started to concern about myself. The point was, as I mentioned before, I stayed in Shanghai because once I couldn't get a remote job, I can always try onsite jobs. Nevertheless, the unemployment rate was high, and the competition was tough, I could feel it by the experience of job applications recently. And I only applied for jobs that required English proficiency. So what's the point of staying in Shanghai? However, moving back to my hometwon didn't sound good for me, maybe good for my weight. And the people of my hometown, or Wuhan, didn't give me an impression that they can be united if the government was absent. While it might be good for my father, sometimes I looked at him and thought if I was him, I might feel like being put into a prison, can only talk with relatives and friends by WeChat. It was apprently not good for his health as well. I didn't make up my mind. Things could change and I had some time (maybe two or three months) to try and get some feedback. With that said, I still felt that it was more like for me to move back. Under certain circumstances, I may accept onsite jobs. Started to work on my open source project at 9. Basically spent the entire morning to decide which framework I will use for the front-end part. Played Zelda after lunch, then went back to my study room to work on the part time job. Oh, it was possible that they didn't pay me. I might be too worried, but the possibility was not zero. Completed thirteen pomodoroes today - one each for job search and English, and eleven for work (four on open source project).